The world is cruel and unfair but it’s gentle to people who deserve it. Like you.
It’s easy to fit in when you’re regular and when you relate to everyone. The people who struggle finding their place are special people who are different. So don’t be discouraged and instead of taking it as a flaw, see it as a virtue you have that most people don’t.
It’s hard being different. But instead of finding people just like you, you should look for people who are interested in getting to know you and like you because of your differences. Sometimes it takes some explaining and some time to not just verbally explain but show.
But you get there.

— a very good friend told me this and it made me feel a lot better