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I am scared of many things. I’m scared of missing chances, of falling, heights and crowded rooms. I’m afraid of meeting people that hurt me, of running into those I’d rather forget and of loud noises. But the thing that scares me the most is fear itself; that feeling in your chest that presses the oxygen out of your lungs, that moment your hands stark shaking while the rest of your body feels numb and the pain in your throat when words just won’t come.”

- // ‘there is no terror in a bang, only in the anticipation of it’